Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Last sheep-post for 2009

this is my last post for the year, awooh! 2010. i'm afraid i would be repeating my habit from the last two years of posting up late (way after new year's), rereading, and scrap-ing the post for kingdom come. i spent a couple of hours summing up the list for new years (hey, everyone needs a little new year's resolution), and i've made a mental note to salvage all pictures that would be taken during christmas eve etc etc. i'm still feeling melancholic about work, and the memoir begs justification. serious this time. serious this time. and despite christmas eve being just a couple of days away, the season of advent seems so distant, perhaps it's coz i haven't flown off yet =/ perhaps. but hey, i'm evermore so determined to fulfill my goal this year. santa should be flying over manila as usual. must kidnap rudolph! the lamp stallion at library needs a rest from all this work! animal rights!*cough. so here's to 2009, i bid farewell (to which i had a rollercoaster ride) and while YOU are reading this, i just thought i'd wish you and everyone out there a merry christmas and a happy new year!


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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Music Quickie

They sound good...
Are they really undiscovered?


The Sequence - All In



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Saturday, December 19, 2009

intern


" If it's nostalgia, it's nostalgia. For a time that didn't exist"


i've officially finished off my time as an intern. and a sort of an air for a memoir begs to be realized. but i'm just less keen to write that down. we can't be all that nostalgic. i can't be all that nostalgic. for the sake of it all, i'm just so satisfied and remotely saddened. so much has happened within the last 6months, that it's all a clear memory now soon to be indistinct.



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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

like choc



there's a fine line between passion and courtesy. that i think, ignorance would prove to un-see. what's obviously late will be left unsaid. and patience held upon one's deepest desire wears thin ... fastest! fuelled by all seasonal hate, and the tempt for vengeance. and that redemption's best serve silent. the all truth left unsaid, gdmt what a drill of sanity that is! im really close to losing my mind. yes, silence's a barrier worth keeping. unless drilled upon, this phase is ends, coz all predicts it.

it's like choc. sweet. but potentially regretful.










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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The I-Phone Moment

Progressive Rant

I need a new phone! a gadget which i'm capable of obtaining myself! but procrastination's a short word to this paper effect! I loathe the idea of someone getting me one! Phones are personal and equitable to personal taste! it's just like underwear ... and batteries! you don't get your nephew a pack of batteries for christmas, do you?! when i think back, (and my friends would probably agree to this), i've probably had the longest ( sustained-ass) streak of crappy phones! it's either i got them free, or i got a substitute ... to replace the crappy one that broke! i man-handle all of them, my pockets are tight ... these are the reasons i can live by NO MORE! i need a better phone! an upgrade to this dog-killer i have. I no longer want animal-rights activist to label my phones, lethal to stray cats. It's uncaring of me. It's not green. It's just inhumane!



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Sunday, December 6, 2009

QOD

Mix Med Painting 'QOD'

...and so i heart the Queen of Diamonds



QOD_1 by ~sheepairsupport on deviantART

QOD_2 by ~sheepairsupport on deviantART


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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Mistook


Uber excitement is just like being short-sighted - in all sense. one minute your planning the entire world for a coming event, and as soon as it's over you find yourself completely at a standstill, begging yourself within to find a new angle - damnit, a new direction!

i've made a mistake, not thinking the week ahead. oh heck this woe is me. i just have nothing to look forward to throughout this week!





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Saturday, November 28, 2009

-update-


The morning of a public holiday's always special. I get to wake up late ... FOR ONCE(oh yeah), and i get to roll around the bed aimlessly thinking about absolutely nothing. who would've thought trying to remember what was dreamt of last night could actually make 1hour pass by in minutes!

note to self: never do that on holidays, it just cuts your day in half-

narrowly committing to a day of mourning due to lost hours, i decided to spend time with the family. it was the usual, wondering around malls, easily amused visually but mentally thinking twice (or none at all) whether to buy those pathetic looking christmas lights. no seriously, if i switched them on, i could put out 1 or 2 of them with my mind! talk about super defective products.

but if any place got those decors right, i would have to vouch for The Curve. they've made class prevail with the romantics. just beautiful (go check it out), and to recall, i've seen quite a number of christmas decors in my life =/

So warehouse clearance at Atria was insane. Some of the racks were just full of hangars ... clotheless, because the shirts were all on the floor. it was the first time ever, when i had to search for my size squatting down.

even more amusing to see, was some dick who was trying on tops while talking on the phone. he was partially sweating in his armpits; one hand on the phone, talking really fast and loud bm, undressing his own top with the free hand (it's like magic, i know), putting his top on the rack (half drenched with sweat), and trying on a random zara top! he went through 4tops (maybe more) before he walked off empty handed ...

but enough about hygiene, we all claim to know it. we went to a 2nd-hand book sale. that's the modern nickname for, lotsa browned books for ridiculous prices, just coz the world has no space for them anymore. or perhaps, it's an indirect cry for an arson to show up in a form of an over exuberant toddler with matches.touch on wood, i'm just kidding.

but seriously, that book sale was as close to heaven as the clouds are. main outlets are think-twice places that make malaysians all the more illiterate. these warehouse sales are just the answer to our kids' intellect! not the constant demeaning of the ministry of education.

i'm just so glad i found places like these. it's one step closer, or the first step EVER to achieve some of my unrealistic dreams.wtf. among them, a feature wall at home. no, not off stones or aluminum, or even coy fish and splashing waters all over. instead, i want a big ass rack, framed to be as think as the unseen ... to eventually hold as much fiction my next 9 lives would ever need. paperback count would have to ratio it's content, or word count - i don't care - as long as it stacks from my FFL to the underside of the beam! gah

second note to self: don't read all them books. might go crazy.

on last thought, if narcissism in someone ever upgraded itself to ultimate benevolence, then i need to start wishing upon the stars! i admit, it is fascinating to play the wall in all conversations, but it takes just so little effort to realize that the subtle or cockyass orator next to you is just incapable unseeing themselves from all entirety . unseeing - wow, i can't believe i reversed that point of view =/

personal point of views are important i think. but it clearly depends on accentuation. it takes ONLY so little pride to broadcast them as contemporary fullstops!



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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Some Racing Through

emotivation!
just truly expressive. and to realize that the simplest close-ups are just so fascinating





Amaranth - Spirit by `kevissimo on deviantART


I Am The Sunlight by *monislawa on deviantART


Air Painter by *kosmodisk on deviantART


bilirsin by ~streetQueen on deviantART


,dance winh me 2 by ~Sabi-Krabi on deviantART


The Naked Face by =menoevil on deviantART




some really inspiring paintings. capturing atmosphere or evoking emotions is just tough business. and these pieces just made doing so look so easy





Winter Prophet by `kevissimo on deviantART


Morning Sun by ~artbytheo on deviantART


...Pain... by ~nagu86 on deviantART


...Ake... by ~nagu86 on deviantART


...Gurot... by ~nagu86 on deviantART


...Surviral... by ~nagu86 on deviantART



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